a taste of suicidal
It's past midnight and I'm still awake. Wth.
Monday, September 11, 2006 , 0 Comment
Hi morons! It's past midnight but yet I'm still not asleep. Why you ask? Well, it's all thanks to the bloody English project I have to do. Fuck. I'm not fucking happy now la okay.

Before we left home, I asked my sister to call a friend for me to tell her I can't research on the pictures I promised earlier 'cause I wouldn't have time then since she'll be asleep by the time I'm home. So my sister called her and told her while I rushed to switched off the computer and changed. But here's the thing- my sister passed on the wrong info. So yah..

It didn't matter that my sister passed on the wrong info, saying that I wouldn't be doing the project 'cause I wouldn't have the time. But it matter alot to me to know that that particular friend of mine whom I happened to know for a very long time now, would think I would even think of not doing the stupid project just because I didn't have the fucking time. Since when have I not completed any projects just because I didn't have time? Especially projects which concerns my friend's grades too? Huh? Now, I feel really pissed. Fuck.

The message you sent me was really hurtful. Like seriously? Am I that kind of person to you? If I am, then sorry, I don't think you know me well. Yah, I know you're busy with your choir, your debate, your homeworks and studies. Yah, I know you're really smart and have a bright future and all. Yah, I know I'm like a useless bum in your eyes. But fuck, it fucking hurt alot okay. Fine, I won't fucking ask you to help me do stuff anymore or better, let's not partner up anymore since you don't fucking trust me. Fuck and fuck I can't seem to stop saying fuck. Ah fuck. I better stop and go edit the stupid review or I wouldn't be able to submit it in time and would get the fucking blame and the fucking cold shoulder from my so-called friend.

So bye people. I'll blog again if I feel like it later.
Fuck shit.
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