Hey wimps! Know what? I, for once, stayed up late to finish up my revision for Chemistry to make up for the stoning in front of the computer thanks to one bloody question. And know what the fuck happened to me during the paper today? The fucking question that got me stoned appeared! Like wtf, I know. So fuck there. God, thanks a whole bunch for making my life really miserable right now. Thanks a whole fuck lot.

And Geography's being a bastard. Nothing I read from the stupid textbook's making sense. Like who cares about warm or cold fronts? I don't. And it took me like one fucking hour to understand what 10pages of bloody temperature was trying to tell me. TEMPERATURE DAMNIT. That's like uhm, one-third of the first chapter. And I still have 8 and two-thirds left, fuck it.

Now don't go telling me why didn't I start revising earlier 'cause I swear I'm so thankful I didn't. I mean, look at me yesterday and today's morning. I studied that damn Chemistry for like weeks before the damn EOY started but what happened? My mind blanked out. Waste of time, waste of effort, waste of sleep, waste of fun, waste of my normal life. No wait, that is my normal here in Singapore. To be stress, and to be forever stress. That's Singapore for you.

Normal people here in Singapore are nuts. Like really nuts. Parents especially. I mean, are you mad? Sending you child to ballet lessons, piano lessons and whatever lessons they can come up with at the mere age of 4? . Are you mad? Sending your child to the best pre-school to get the best education that you could find? Are you mad? To even move house so your child can get enrol in the best school primary school ever? Are you mad? Putting pressure on those young kids, telling them to score straights As and be as successful as who and who. Are you mad? Depriving your child of his childhood so he can practise on his Maths? Are you mad? To do whatever you can so your child will get a good job? And are you mad? To depend on your child's future for your own future? Are you mad?

Hey, I'm not targeting anyone personal here. Yah, I know that we as their child have the duty to provide for them once they've retire. But what we what for life isn't exactly what they want for our life and fuck, they can't just push us around. Even kids of the age of 4 would rather choose what to do. Sure, playing wouldn't get you anywhere but hey, so does working all the time. I'd rather be poor and with my love ones then be rich and and be lonely and have only acquantainces for friends. It'll sucks. And it kinda sucks that our parents depend on us for the future needs. I mean, should they too be financially capable instead of just us? It's it a tad bit of irresponsible if they prefer for us to be financially depend but not them?

Whatever the case is, all I know that I'm stress. Really stress. After the stupid Chem and Emaths paper, I feel like flunking all my next few papers. Thank god for blogging. Thank god for music. Thank god friends. But hey god, I rather not have the stress. It's raging in me now. My brain's clogged and my mind's simply refused to co-operate with me. Hell, I think I need to burn the midnight oil again. Part of me says I ought to continue with my work when the other part of me is urging me to catch some lost sleep. Sleep seems tempting to me but what about my Geog? I mean, should I slogged my guts out and be rewarded with good grades or worse, a just pass? Or should I just throw in the white towel and surrender to sleep? Oh fuck you hell.

I'm tired. Blogging's just an excuse for me not to study. I slept for only two bloody hours yesterday. And I think it's gonna be another two tonight. I feel stress. Well, goodbye now. I guess it's time- to fucking study.

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