I didn't like the so-called 'thrashing-out' session very much. I mean, why make a small problem so big? The problem that we didn't cheer enough was a fact. The problem that we had issues between each other was utter rubbish. The fact that I got pissed earlier was true. And the reason why is quite simple, I don't get why ******* must butt in and make it sooo drama-rama.

Yes, *******'s like so united. Yes, our experience level is way lower than yours. Yes, we need to buck up as a team. Yes, you had a right in your say. Yes, you did what you did to improve the condition in the team. But no, we do not need bitchings in our team.

Example, ******** said,'' Aiyah, say so many times, that someone also won't listen. What's the point?'' In chinese.

What irritated me the most was no, not the language but the fact that she wasn't brave enough to say out the name. Like wtf, I know. And quite pathetic as well, because she didn't sound very sarcastic. And she didn't do a very good job in hiding the particular person she was refering to. I know goddamn well who you were refering to and I quite prefer for you to say the whole this in English- in my face, so as to my life less complicated.

******* bitched that I was being mailto:#@(&%$#%(&$ by serving so many out balls. Well dumbie, I think I prefered if you tried asking me why I did that it the first place. So, if you are reading this, I hope you feel guilty enough to know that you misunderstood me, again. I wanted to test how far I could go with the ball so I can like estimate how much strength to use, that kind of stuff. I don't go serving crazy balls for no reason. And don't go, ''How am I spposed to know? You also never say.'' at me. You didn't asked, simple.

I'm really sorry I had to do this. The question I asked during the talk wasn't answered so I figured whatever I need to say wouldn't be answered as well so I kept mum afterwards. Well now, you've read it. That the sec threes can be as united as you. That we can actually solve our problem without making sucha big fuss. Without anymore bitchings behind our backs. And if you're asking what's the question, well done so and so! I wasn't heard again. Woohoot.

I know you really care about the team. That you just want us to be united and all. Fine by me. Fine by us. But, I really would appreciate it if the team would just stop bitching about another teammate. That's just low. That's worse than the stupid school calling the student body NASian, or something like that. No, far worse than those stupid people burning down those forests in Indonesia. You wanna feel better? Confront her. Everything will be way easier. I mean, don't tell me you're afraid of her. A girl with so much gusto in her surely wouldn't be afraid of another girl right?

So I sound sarcastic here. Irritating. Like Wtf. A bitch. Act 'Cheam' or however the fuck you spell it. But my point here is simple- Please, know your facts right before you go pissing someone else again. And what were the facts you might ask? I'll put it simply aite.

#1- Me and Jo or the sec threes didn't fight about any shit.
#2- We didn't even pushed the blame on each other even though we were losing.
#3- And if you didn't realised, the sec threes wasn't really dead. Just bored. Or sian. Or whatever you wanna called it.
#4- We were still prepared to fight. And don't believe me? Cs told me she'll give me a nice ball or I can spike well. Not enough? Serene's making efforts to improve her spiking. Need more? Well, open up your eyes really big and look. We didn't spend 3 years to warm the benches.
#5- We solved the cheering problem without distorting facts. I pm-ed both Yuhan and Serene and we all discussed about that day's event. And we all agreed we need to put in more life. So there.
#6- The sec threes came in for training with high spirits which was sadly, demorallised to the max by the talk. No thanks to funny facts we've heard.
#7- Seen us play today? It'll last for very long and you can bet on that.
#8- I don't think I like the way ****** looks at me. Like hello? I think we are from the same school team or have I long graduated?
#9- Sometimes, I do things for a reason. Sometimes, it's best to ask me why I do those certain things. Sometimes, you don't have to go copy what the fuck I do just to piss me off. Sometimes, you don't even need to bitch to someone else about *$)%$#*%$ and who the fuck do I think I am. All you need to do is, Hello Nooraini? I think you better change your attitude. Or Nooraini, not happy come fight ah. Or something like that.
#10- Fuck, I'm tired of saying this but, can we just stop bitching amongst ourselves? Me and Serene have observed that ******* has a niche for bitching about ******* and they themselves are teammates.
#11- And I have a confession to make. I played well wasn't because it dawned to me that my position in the team is in jeopardy. I played well because I got pissed at ****** for saying what she said out cowardly. Should have seen the look on my face when I spiked at her. And no idiot, I do not. I repeat, do not hate *******. I just got pissed and that's kinda like my own way of saying '' Haha, you sucker.'' in your face without any fighting. So there.

11 facts to remember and I've got lots more in mind. I shall forget about today but yes, I need to post this up. I don't know if they're ever gonna read this but wth, it's worth a shot. This way, I'll be heard and hopefully, they'll come to realised that we need tuan jie. And when I mean tuan jie, I mean, inside and outside court. Fuck bitchings.

So anyways, I'm really glad the condition improved greatly today. Well, the sec threes played really well today and cheered pretty loudly too :D And they're like the bestest things ever. I'm so damn touched that they kept pestering me with questions like,'' Eh, you okay not?'' Or ''Go rest la.'' Little things like these makes me happy. And for the first time in three years Coach has ever trained me, this year was the first time he wished me Selamat Hari Raya :D Four times and even bothered to shake my hand on it! Which was pretty lame but! Haha.

So this has been a really long post about volleyball. And tomorow's the day when I'm spposed to be all smiles because it's woohot, Hari Raya. But the mood hasn't hit me yet and I feel like blogging more -.-

But there's practically nothing left for me to blog about. Pfft. So I shall go now and rot on my bed -.-

Goodnight mortals!

And ps; the number of * I've put doesn't actually refer to the number of alphabets in the name. It just looked better with more * -.-

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