I was thinking. What if I failed like all my subjects and dropped to combined science? I mean, not that I'm saying combined science's no good but then I'll be taking combined Chemistry and Biology! There isn't combined Chem and Bio in school! Oh fuck god, what if?

I fucking studied didn't I? But what happened? I blew everything. Suddenly, whatever I studied, I couldn't remember. And my brain just lagged. Damnit, I don't wanna drop.

I checked our school diary just now. And the only way for me to go on to the same class is that is I get a C6 in English and two other subjects. Meaning a pass for English and two other subjects. I'm bloody hell confident I'll pass my English. But I don't know about my other two subjects. I can use Art as one of them, But the other one? Emaths, Chemistry and Biology.. I can't use them. It's a sure fail for Emaths and Chemistry but I'm not sure about Bio though. I've been failing these subjects since term one and there's no hope for me to pass it this time. SS + EHist's only a maybe and I screwed Geog up so bad it hurts.

My only hope's on Art and Malay. I could pass Art, no problem. But Malay? Ahhh, fuck. Stupid brain lag.

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