Definitely not pms.. Or is it?
Monday, January 15, 2007 , 0 Comment
"Coach said we must stay away from you," said someone. Fine."Ekkkkk, stay from me," Fine by me also. But exagerrating it to the point of annoyance, irratation, etc, was over board. I swear. I'm not being petty there. There's alot of things going on in my life and saying that you need/must stay away from me was hurtful. I know you guys were joking but.. must there really be a need. A need to keep on going on and on about staying away from me? I got cut from my sentence way too many times, and it wasn't even many sentence. Just one bloody question. Was that so hard? I pretended not hear Phebe and Shirley in the bus. I really couldn't bring myself to. They weren't in the wrong I know but somehow, that moment, I was thinking, hell, am I one of them? The only bloody most obvious difference between me and them is our race. And hell, it sucks. But really, I appreciated Ahbe and Shirley for asking tho I ignored the hell of them. I'm sorry and hell, I need to say that in person. "Stay away from me" kept playing in my head in court. I felt unwanted, unloved and lonesome. Knee injuries was one problem but to add that as another one of my injuries? Thanks. 17th's coming and it's on a training day. Can I have a medical cert as my present? I'm sorry. |