| Good mood gone dead. Monday, January 29, 2007 , 0 CommentHAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY! xD I'm re-editting this whole post because well, for some reason, I'm feeling way too damn emo right now. Jaded's probably the word to describe me right now. And I swear I hate it. I think I just commited a sin man. As in, I did something I shoudn't have or else things wouldn't have turned out this way. I'll prolly still be happy, smiling and trash-talking instead of moodswinging, exhausted and weak. "Are you putting much hope into this?" Andddddd, I'm taking my O's this year and already I'm lagging behind. Volleyball, school and you are killing me. I told Yuhan I was tired but hey, it's emotionally tiredness man. Guessing games suck, failed tests papers are mega headaches and physical injuries are killers. Hello, I wanna be Nooraini again. I wanna smile, I wanna joke, I wanna fool around with my friends. And don't worry, I'm not crying. Numb more like actually. You know, I'm glad I told Ahma about it because well, I'm grateful that she called me up. It kinda took my mind off things listening to her talk and I now know why I've decided to tell her what I did. She bothered to confide in me, and why shouldn't I right? Aren't there spposed to be no secrets between friends? Soo yah, I guess. Hello ahma, I know you love me xD Andddd, thank you Fyth for always listening me rambling on and on about the same old thing over and over again. I know it's pretty boring but thanks for enduring! No really. I reallly appreciate it. 4more hours til mignight. I'm not sure but if it does happen, I'll say it and now pray for the best for me please. |