I haven't been updating my blog for days now and I don't miss blogging as much as I thought I would be.

I've been on a serious emotional rollercoaster today.

Worried, about the 27missed calls.
Fear about the delayed answer.
Disappointment drew in when you refused to answer me after the 3rd call.
And during the release of the O level results, I felt like wtf am I doing here? I mean, everywhere I turned, people(well, mostly) were smiling and cheering and hugging and well, basically having a really enjoyable time. My friends did very well too and I swear I was happy for them but somehow, I couldn't show it. So yes, I felt fucked up.
I felt anger when you suddenly wanted to meet up.
I felt worried plus fear when we walked in silence.
I grew pissed when you still refused to answer me.
Then hell, boy was I over the moon when you told me you weren't pissed.
God was I ever so happy you got the job.
Then I felt guilty because I pangseh-ed Ahma and people when they wanted to go out celebrating. So I called them up and arranged to meet.
I felt touched when you got too worried about me.
Then came worried, lonesome, tired, hunger, chilly, disappointment and all the sad things in the world when I sat around for over an hour.
I felt rejected when you weren't even free to talk to me just now.
I felt like crap when I realised there wasn't anyone around for me to talk to.
I felt cold and sick when I realised the god damn wind was blowing so strong.
And now I feel guilty again because I pangseh-ed them again.

Hello, Nooraini must be emo because she's crying now. Boo, you haven't called.

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