a taste of suicidal
I welcome hurt with open arms.
Sunday, April 29, 2007 , 0 Comment
One of the few qualities you think your boyfriend has is probably honestly. Well, not that everyone is a complete honest bunch of fool but you just expect him to be because well, he's your guy. And then you witnessed something he did and that image begins to fade..

I'm just abit disappointed even though that girl wasn't me. I guess that's what you get if you go around stalking people in game.

Hello, if I show signs of emoness tomorow, please slap me.

You know the feeling I have right now? I feel like a doll kids play with. I get manipulated easily. To be used by people I think I love. Well, I said people not boyfriend so don't assume. And I feel weak now and I'm losing friends as I go on like this. Yeah fuck I sound bloody shit emo but its true. I don't blame them, it's all my fault you see.

I won't turn suicidal because I'm scared of pain but I'll shut myself up. Isolation's probably the best method ever.

No matter how much I hate feeling this way, I don't want it to end. But I'll let go if I have to. I'll let go people whom has no faith in me. Who backstabs me. Who doesn't trust me. Who best of all, aren't my friends from the beginning.

It's a really random post.
Goodday.

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