Bullshit to hiatus.

So I've screwed both my languages because I wasn't able to concentrate properly. Halfway thru both papers I'll think about him, and I'll feel bad. Halfway thru studying I felt like shit was gonna happened and shit did happened. Fuck misunderstandings, I hate this feeling.

I feel like I'm someone else recently. Like I'm watching myself screwing my life. Like I don't belong here. Crying doesn't help but tears are coming. You know that feeling, that feeling that there's no one you could trust? Like there's no one for you because they're all either busy with their own emotions or Idk, fuck things up about me? I hope what I heard was wrong. It totally turned me off instantly.

Friends. Yeah, they're there alright. But they come and go. Eg; Primary school bestfriends. Carmen left first and Mels drifted away. Now me and Az stopped communicating online. Are we still considered bestfs? We don't speak no more much as tell secrets. Now who's my bestf? Nah, I'd rather not have one. They'll just go, they always do. Friends = friends. I just trust some more than the others.

Yeah Nooraini's emoing again. Woo. Thrash talking'll be fun later with Imran. He thinks I can't take it, means I'm a bad girlfriend? What's the defination of girlfriend anyways?

I'm no wooden block.

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