a taste of suicidal
Yeah, I'm alot to handle.
Thursday, May 10, 2007 , 0 Comment
Booo, I think I'm gonna cancel the rollerblading outing on Sunday because Imran has to work on that day >< Plus if we go out on Saturday, then he'll just die blading because he'll be doing OT on Friday I think. Gahh, he got his schedule out now and his hours are horrible I swear.

Oh, I get jealous really easily you know. I even get jealous at a 11year old girl and yeah, bloody Angel. I get jealous over my friends and I get jealous at Faezah. And when I get jealous, I do stupid things. Yeah, and then my self esteem gets low and then I'll start thinking horrible thoughts and then I'll get piss easily. It's all true and yeah, Imran was testing it out yesterday -.- I very nearly hung up the phone.

Woohkay. Listening Compre was screwed. The player went crazy halfway and I kinda guessed my through the first two questions :D

Gee, all my posts have had Imran in them but haha, that's what been going in my life lately I guess. That bloody idiot made a bet with me saying I'll fail my listening because half the time he talks to me in Malay, I'll go huh? Say it in English >< I think bet was movie at Vivo ^^ I'll sooo win.

Spiderman3 looks cool and Pirates of the Carribean is coming out. Guess who's visiting the movies regularly now ^^ Movies are fun.

See, only 2 people knows about it right.. I'm planning to tell another one but I've been screwing my brain, wondering how to approach it to her. She's been there for me unknowingly and I really appreciate it. These 3people are probably the only 3 people I really, really trust. So yeah, I'd rather not spoil it.

Anyways, just now in the bus, I sat behind these 2girls. They were talking about one of the boyfriends and I never could get it, why never mention the guy's name? I mean, from the start to the next topic of their conversation(I didn't mean to eavesdrop but they were so damn fucking loud -.-) her boyfriend was referred as 'he'. I swear!

GirlA: Eh, he never call you?
B: No, he busy with work.
A: Huh, why he like that one. Busy busy also must call ma.
B: Idk la he. But I going out with him later. Wanna come?
Blahblahblah.

It went on and on. I blasted my mp3 after that. I will never refer Imran as 'he' because it makes him look like an 'it' thing, like he's not real. Well Imran is real and I'm happy about him okay.

Grr, I'm so annoyed now. My auntie thinks I'm scared of her -.- I swear, everytime I say no to her invites to eat or go out, she'll be like, why? you scared of me ah? don't la. or she'll go, why your face like that? like you scared of me like that. hahaha -.- Everytime she does that, I'll be like wtf? face. And my wtf? face isn't very friendly.

I'll go play ToP now.
I'll blog more when I'm bored.
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