GRRR I AM HIGHLY ANNOYED NOW. YES I AM SO DARN ANNOYED.
Her instructions are like wtf and she expects me to do things with me knowing absolutely nothing about what the fuck was I supposd to do. Nak suroh orang buat then you youself not sure about what's going on. I hate it when people do that to me. Do NOT give me instructions on what to do when you're not even sure. Idkidk, is that what you can only say? Bloody knnccb.

Yes, blogging helps me to release anger thankyouverymuch. I don't really care so much whether the people I'm blogging about reads it because hey, you chose to read my blog didn't you? Like for example, my father who has absolutely no idea what's privacy all about. He bloody complained to my mother you know what? All she does she write bad things about me on her blog! -.- Like bullshit yeah. He knows I wasn't in good terms with him and duhh, you get what you see. Yeah, hello ayah I know you're reading this. Go on and print it and then show it to MrChua would you? Gee, thanks.

I know I ought to appreciate my parents. Well I do but he pisses me off. I mean, after yesterday's conversation with Imran, he made me promised to him to cherish the times I have with my mother. He misses his alot and he doesn't want me to go on bad terms with my mother in case something happens. He's making a card for my mother on Mother's Day :D He says he's gonna treat mine like his own >< I don't mind. Hee, don't say hey, my mother's calling me to him now. I say, hey mama's calling me for abit :D

You know, I was crying last night because I suddenly realised why Imran's so agasint me playing sports. He knew I had loads of injuries so he's afraid something worse will happen. He got pissed when I went to training despite having serious back problems the other day and I never get it why must he get so work up. So it turned out, he lost someone because of that same reason =/ Even Pretty said Imran got pissed because he was worried about me.
Grr, must not make him worry anymore.

Brr, it's cold in here. I'm shivering despite wearing a jacket -.-
Man, this computer's laggy.

I was blog hopping just now and I realised most, okay all of them have guy problems. I kinda have mixed reviews about it since well, the only information I have is from their blogs.. so yeah. I haven't been a very good friend, have I? I've been missing out alot but it's just kinda weird for me to make everything go like it was before. I can' say I haven't been trying because well, I did but no excuses I guess. When was the last time I actually laughed with them?2weeks ago? Man, that's bad. See what jealousy does to you. But anyways, to them, cheers okay? It's kinda hard not to think about it but yeah, I guess there's no point in thinking about them and not doing anything to solve it? Well, I'm all ears if you want but hey, smile.

And speaking of friends, I wonder how's Faezah doing. As much as I dislike her for some petty issues, I really hope she doesn't quit. I pray and hope Imran got her a posting.

Oh, Imran won a bet agaisnt me but he forgot about it :D Hehe.

Anyways, just now was like me dont know you so why you looking at me for? kinda feeling. I mean, I was staring at her, but that's about it. No waves, no hey soandso, no smiles. See what I mean by it's tough?

And, I think pms is really affected me man. Because I feel like they don't trus me enough. Paranoid paranoid.

I fucking hate pms.

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