Geez, I'm getting lazier to blog but since I'm bored anyways I'll blog.

Nothing much been going on in my life I guess except for a few ups and downs but it's normal I guess. I haven't been out much either except to mother's office to work and to go see Imran once in a while.

School reopens tomorow =/ booshit. I don't really look forward to it at all because I know things will never go back like it was last year. It's funny, how we kept saying we were breaking apart but yet did nothing about it.

Hell, pms-ing recently. In game, I love to freaking kick people freely nowadays just to piss the hell of them. In reality, my temper is short and the simplest thing annoys me. I emo alot ok -.-

You know, I'm feeling down right and I've put Windows Player on random. Fuck the whole thing because it hit emo songs one after another. Those happy ones remain untouched. Yea, the whole damn world wants me to cry. Well guess what, I've run out of them.

He says I'm the only person he'd rather not hurt.
But he also said he's a bad bf bcos he hurt me all the time.
Then he asked me why I endured it,
I told him the answer was staring at his face.
I told him I suck at being a gf and maybe we shouldn't be together
But he said I rock at being one and I've helped him a great deal.
He told me he dreamt of something good
But he wouldn't tell me what bcos it wouldn't come true then.
I asked him why he hung up on me twice,
He said he'd rather do that than scream at me on the phone
He'll rather bottle up his feelings then let it all go and yell at me and then hurt me.
Sometimes, I think he's the best thing that has ever happened to me.


Yes, I'm emo-ing.
Fuck off please.

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