I'm losing interest to blog man.
Like Idk, this fucking computer lags to the max and it's pissing the fuck off me. Ok fine whatever. At least I have the internet to kill time with whilst everyone in school is studying their ass off for O's.

Yes, this will be a vulgar post or like Fyth said it, I'll go into depression mode again zzzzzzz -.-

So the school counsellor will be like my next best friend when I return school tomorow like wtf. Nagnagnagnagnag about the same old same old. Like as if theres holes in my head and whatever bullshit they're telling me excapes from those holes. What's a skull for people? IT'S A FUCKING HELMET. Ok I'm just bullshitting again.

Then there's the O's in like a month. Honestly speaking, I'm NOT fucking ready for it. Well I thought I was ready for it like last week and then yeah, I can't concentrate anymore.

Tmd.
Go on and screw my life woman.
& guess what
I'M NOT BLOGGING HERE ANYMORE.
You can go to google search engine, type whatever shit you want but you cannot find me.
You can do whatever shit you like, but you can never read my blog again.
All I want now, is for you to disappear from my life.
All I want is to get over and done with the stupid case and go on with my life.
All I want is for you to leave me alone and stop doing what's right for me.
Bcos what's 'right' for me, is totally screwing me up.
I don't fucking manipulate anyone.
Looks who's talking.
I so love being on videos they make me look so damn hot.
Go on, take more.
How about me in a hospital?
Lying on the bed with my hands cuffed on one side of the bed.
So hot right?
Smirk smirk smirk. You get joy from watching me suffer.
Well I'm smirking too bcos hell, what nice gifts I have.
Men in dark blue just waiting to take me away.
Take me away I said.
Somewhere far from this place and boy, did they take me away in such style and glamour.
Don't tell me it's for my own good.
Don't tell me I'm not grateful to you.
Don't tell me what kind of a daughter I am.
Don't tell me I'm manipulating everyone to get own my side.
Don't tell me anything.
Bcos what I see and what I hear is what I believe
And I strongly believe, I need you out of my life.
Just one thing.
I do hope you realise no matter what you do or say
or no matter how many fucking charges you wanna press on me,
I'll still be me.
Don't ever try to change that.




P/s: This is done totally bcos I'm never gonna speak to that particular person for fear I might say something stupid to offend that person and that person will have another reason to press charges on me. Also, I know that person's been digging dirt on me to show off to the cops what kind of a person I am so duh, that person will be reading my blog. And also, I'm not trying to get anyone on my side. Fyi, I haven't told anyone what's been going on and someone's gonna exaggerate the facts so fucking bad.

P/s/s: I'm tired damnit.

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