i know, i know. i posted this picture a few days back, but yeah. i just wanted to see it up here.

gonna have a sort of thrash out tomorow and theres no doubt that bigbrother will just try to talk me out of it but nothing's gonna change my mind now, i hope.. ive been so fickle about us recently. and idk whats going on in my head anymore. true, we need space from each other, but is that really enough?

im gonna hurt bigbrother alot tomorow esp when im asking him to do something he'll regret for life. amelia wont hate you but me ok?

who said love was easy?

anw, i randomly did a quiz since i had alot of time to kill today and the results.. are really honestly quite freaky. well, below's the results.. analysis me!

1.You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends(guilty =/) and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

2.You don't really care about other people's feelings(this I found so true). You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

3.You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice(thats why boyfriend + family calls me stubborn!). You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

4.Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

5.Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless(Sighs). If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

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times ive spent with you were memorable, even the fights but its obvious you and i cannot get along, so why drag it on? i'd rather us be good friends then part as enemies. i'll always be here for you.