2 days in a row, bloody birthday boy pissed me off so bad. if you don't get why i'm so damn pissed off, go dig your brains out on this one -.- any bloody girl will get ticked off if you cancel on them on the very last minute. but on the account that your birthday is tomorow, i shall smile & pretend none of this happen when i see you tomorow.

sebastian is sweet. even though i've ditched him multiple times on audition, he still listens to my whines :) whereas jb is an asshole, who ditched us for sloth bleh. <3 fyth & xuan the most.

so i guess it be another day for me to rot at home, either in audition or GC, now that i've got it working. ultimately pissed off bcos on both days, today and yesterday, i could have gone out but no, mr wise guy thought it'll be better for me to rest at home instead -.- i don't understand guys. if he wanted me to rest, WHY ASK ME OUT?

can't wait for 18th <3
date with Fyth & Xuan. no boyfriend at all, ultimate bliss & peace. who says i' 24/7 with him huh huh? & he thinks i'd rather not go out with anyone but him, pur-lease. if he can flirt, so can i. if he can go out with his friends, so can i. & IF HE CAN CANCEL OUT ON ME, SO CAN I only i wouldn't be so evil & cancel out on him on his birthday zz -.-

speaking of which,
how do i greet him tomorow when i see him.
one big kick to his *ahem* for ditching me today & proceed on hugging him & wishing him happy birthday & make the best out of tomorow. or to smile sickly & tell him i'm only pretending not to be angry because it's his birthday & will continue being angry with him the day after. or, to just wish him happy birthday & tell him that his present is for me to cool down and forget that he ditched me. suggestions?

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