so it's been another week since i last posted.

my weekends, have been alright & i've only come to a conclusion that ALL men are just plain unreasonable, dumb & pathetic.

i caught up with fyth&xuan on saturday despite imran not wanting me to go bcos he thinks its unsafe for me to go to kbox with them as "anything can happen in a room." i just think he doesn't want me to socialize with friends anymore just cos he has nothing to do and wants me to stay & accompany him instead. like wtf right? so before i left, he gave me this look, trying to make me feel guilty about everything but i just walked on, inside the mrt station. its like, he asked for personal space when he wanted to go out with his friends, and now that i want to go out, i can't? talk about over possessiveness.

anw, had a great time with the girls! food, food and more food! & even when i got back home at ten, dearest father got pissed off -_- why? bcos he says i'm out every single day & come back late at night & when i pointed out that that saturday happened to be the only night i went out AND came back at ten after so many weeks, he said i'm rude cos i'm answering him back like wtfuzx.

so i thought my sunday would be better & imran gave me a call in the morning telling me he's sorry & asked me about the outing. he even told me he'll be coming online in the evening & all but no, he didn't. well, he did come online in the afternoon on GC but he logged off a few minutes later. i guess cos he realised my sister was on GC, & didn't expect one of us to be on GC or audition since my MSN was appearing offline. i'm like fine.. you can play your damn games & pretend i don't exist so yea, i set my status to "busy", just in case he comes online on MSN.

around 4plus, i got bored & logged on into his MSN & guess what? HE WAS ON FREAKING MSN & WAS FREAKING APPEARING OFFLINE. how the fuck do i know? cos the moment i logged on, a conver pop up came out. "oh okay, chat w/ you another time!" like zzzzz.

i got pissed, & damn determined not to go down to his place but instead, he comes over to mine but nooooooooooo when i logged on back at 2am, he told me he wants me to get my ass there bcos he's tired !$!#$!$#!$ knnccb.

guys are such muthafuckers.

PLUS.
i heard the most fucked up thing ever. i mean its like, my own freaking parents doesn't even think twice about bringing down their own kids. no seriously, if buying acash makes me a gambler, by all means, go tell the whole damn world i gamble. by telling me the whole damn world what kind of ungrateful, unappreciative daughter i am, by all means, do just that. just remember, of all your brothers & sisters' children, who actually FINISHES their secondary education, get into poly, actually bothers to study, actually does think about my future, actually gets back home by midnight 10pm. Doesn't smoke/drink/club/do drugs/do sex/join a gang/thons outside. Is actually quite sensible enough to actually think on her own + have a boyfriend that actually cares about her & not just about sex?(even if he is, a pain in the ass sometimes, like right now) & i do not freaking take retail management just to hang clothes in the future. don't go telling people all hope is lost. if you really think so, by all means, don't fucking remind me i owe you guys for paying for my education.

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fucking moody. fucking annoyed. bloody imran better call me or else i'm so going to ignore him until i feel like talking zzzz.

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