there's one thing about imran i totally hate.

he logs off his MSN account, signs in his other MSN account, which apparently he thinks i'm totally clueless about but hey, i'm not a stupid dumb ass bimbo am i? so when i just so happen to just see what he was doing, he was chatting with someone on MSN. when i asked who, he minimises the window, pretends to be busy with his stupid tribal war thing. so fine, dont want tell me ok lor. so i went back to my computer, he was offline on MSN (on his main a/c)? so i asked him, baby are you appearing offline on MSN? he said yes. one big fat liar. HE WAS CHATTING & wasn't even appearing offline lah! so to conclude, he's stupid to even lie to me the obvious.

i don't get it. why do guys bloody flirt, yet still love their girlfriends? right, is he just waiting for me to say, break up? again? for the 1498371295831th time, before telling me he's sorry, that's he's dumb for doing it? that he wasn't thinking, and all he wanted was just a kick?

don't tell me i'm thinking too much.
tell me,
why another email? & then tell me, why the fuck did you lie?

i hate myself for skipping school today.
i hate myself for being that know-it-all.

you tell me you love me, i tell you fuck you.
i'm nobody's fool.

if you wanna lead a life, another life without my existance, tell me, & i'll do the exact same thing. i'm perfectly capable of lying, and ruining the trust you have in me. i'm perfectly capable of having another boyfriend. i'm perfectly capable of cheating on you. yet, i wonder why i don't.

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