One of the many shots I took of myself while waiting for Eddie hehe.

So anyways, it's New Year's Eve today! I'm sooooo excited. It's gonna be a new year, a fresh start for me. I hope it's gonna be an awesome one! I'll be counting down with Fythnie & a group of really random people haha. Think, her colleagues, my customer & possibily his possie. Fythnie's sister and friend. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh god think of the drinks and the smiles everywhere! :D

And aside from that, I actually made my resolutions. I've never made them before and come 2011, I'll be sticking to them! Well, hopefully. Seen making forgetting them by the 2nd week of the year haha.

& as of today, I'm officially single. Imran moved out this morning, with minimal goodbyes. I didn't find myself crying my eyes out, or wishing he'll call me as soon as possible. I guess, I'm just too drained out from all the dramas. I don't ever think I'll be ready for another relationship so soon, and I'm pretty sure soonish, my growing day by day small crush for Ed will die pretty soon now that's he's in KL and that we have our differences about the way of life.

But Ed did however, pointed out a few good points. Like, that I should that this chance to make good with my dad who btw, I miss like crazy. Ed wasn't wrong in telling me I was a wild child, I just got really pissed he said that even before I told him my story. I love listening to his life stories, his ambitions, his work, his family. But when it comes to myself, I'll leave out parts. Major parts of my life story. But somehow, I'm pretty sure he knows.

And as for myself.. I have to get a new place to rent, a room preferably given my pay & that I'm the supporting myself now. I'm gonna miss this place alot. I've grown used to this place, love it alot. It's really tiny, but it's homely and convient.

I'm gonna make myself a better person!! It's what he's been harping I should be doing anyways. & I can sense the slight disapproval everytime I tell him I'm going out for drinks heh. Concerned, that's what he says lol.

I'm gonna come out from my shell, open up & make more friends! ;) Not to mention lose tons of weight... Ugh. Must never be comfortable with my weight just because I have a boyfriend. Must always remember boyfriends come and go.

I wanna pay up all my bills I chalked up for that idiot, work hard on my online shop, & save up enough for school in 2012. I wanna get my diploma by 2014/15 and hopefully, get into Uni by then. Time to step up. Have to thank Ed for putting sense into me ;)