a taste of suicidal
Grenade - Bruno Mars
Tuesday, April 12, 2011 , 0 Comment
I've been listening alot to Bruno Mars lately. Awesome singer, great meaningful songs. I'll never get sick of him. Anw, right now, am having my first cold war with Farley. It started with something so minor, but gradually I guess, he received a text message and from there I guess, I just can't take it anymore. I don't care who texts him, who his friends are, what he does when he's away from me. But what pisses me off so fucking much, is that, he is SINGLE to all his ex girlfriends/flings. I mean, whenever they call him, yeah he doesn't entertain them or he'll find an excuse to hang up the call. But at the same time, HE DOESN'T ACKNOWLEDGE ME. Like what the fucking hell. So I thought I could brush it aside. Maybe he just wanna avoid confrontations. But then, on the bus ride home, I grew angrier, and up til a point, I cried. How long can I take this? He showed me another text message about some girl wanting to introduce her cousin to him. I actually rolled my eyes at him. Like.. so what? It's not like he's gonna tell her to leave him alone cus he's attached and doesn't wanna be involve in this shit cus it'll hurt me. Nope. That's not Farley. Farley just wanna move on and be happy with me, whilst ignoring all the girls that come hounding him. Hmmm.. ok. Except that, I'm not happy with those girls. I'm not happy that to them, he's still single bcus he didn't bother telling them about me. Like, I don't exist. Sure, his past girlfriends didn't mind this, but I'm not like them and I never will be. P/s: Yeah. I'm fucking petty. Fuck you.
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