I'm tired.


I'm sick and tired of all the misunderstandings, miscommunications, misjudgements and whatnots. Is it so hard to understand what I'm feeling? Are my words so easily misinterpreted? What's the use of confiding in you when it'll make matters worse? When all I needed is you and only you but you failed in realising that? Must everything I need be verbally said? Must everything be just the way it is and nothing more?


Threathening me won't resolved things. Forcing me to tell you how I felt wasn't what I wanted. Emotionally blackmailling me will bring us nowhere. All I wanted was for you hug me and tell me you love me so deep down I wouldn't feel guilty. That THIS IS RIGHT. That this is all worth it.


I'm aware of all you've sacrificed for me. But are you aware of what I've thrown aside for you?


I'm not like other girls you've been with. I'm difficult, I'm complicated. I'm messy with my thoughts. I get randomly down when I'm alone, and get right back up when I see my loved ones smile at me. I look all nice, sweet and happy on the outside but on the inside, I have flashbacks of that day that bloody fucker destroyed my dignity as a woman.


Can you honestly read this without judging me? That this is just, one of my times, when I'm just feeling down and I need you with me? Can you? Cause honestly, I think this post will either make or break us.

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