One by one, I'll lose them.
Thursday, May 3, 2007 , 0 Comment
I feeling tired.You know, for some damn weird reason, I love examinations now. Nah, not that I can actually do the paper properly without trying to sleep, but it's that seeing other people panic and then looking at myself, I feel weird. I laugh everytime I see someone go crazy for little things. Like how careless they've been or many marks they've lost. To see them scratch their heads during paper, the annoying sounds they make when they're stuck, and their complains afterwards, kinda cool I guess. It's been the same every single year but only this year I realised how fun exams are. Yeah, I'm not right in the head I know. I think people misunderstand me too easily. Either that or I keep giving the wrong vibes. Must be me I guess, can't possibily be everyone who's gone shit on me suddenly right? I haven't had a proper conversation with my friends for a few days now. And I wonder why.. Self reflection week's almost done now. I found out loads of things about myself and a few others things. Nah, I'm not depressed since I don't have any suicidal/negative thoughts. A little numb, yeah. Like if you were to tell me I'll die tomorow because I've got some stupid disease, I'll just probably smile. That kind of feeling. Like nothing matters anymore. No, I didn't fight with Imran or with my friends. I just doubt them sometimes, like do they really care about love? Because I do. |