I am probably the most fickled-minded person anyone has ever lived.

Things between Imran&I, not so good or so from my point of view at least. I kinda have.. second thoughts? Idk.. & I need to talk to someone.. and it's really the least expected person I actually wanna talk to right now considering that the last time I spoke to her was.. a year ago? Or prolly even more.. we just kinda drifted really apart I guess.

:((
I was spposed to go for an interview today.. but then, yeah, series of bad luck hit me man. God doesn't want me to work I guess bcos it happened yesterday as well.. Oh well. I'm thinking of walking around Bugis Street anw, I totally need a job lah.

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Sighs, I actually do miss being with Imran, happy & all but ever since those 2 idiots came into his life, he actually wants his space to be with them. THEM!? Which I don't get why still, and am still hating the fact that they get to hang out with him more than I do.. literally. & I'm suspecting it's bcos of them, Imran started smoking again and his addiction to it.. is worse. He quit smoking for me, AND GOT BACK SMOKING THANKS TO THEM -_- Okok, assumptions.

Gr, maybe I do need a guy who actually means what he says. He doesn't even read my blog now even tho he's online. Rather chats with his "godbrother" anw. & I have to deal with my "gambling" issues which.. I'm not really keen on taking but since he promised.. and he did helped me out a great deal when I least expected it bcos it meant alot of $$$ involved..

BUT.
his actions are contridicting him.. or am I just over reacting?

Okok whatever. Personal problems aside.
GUESS.FUCKING.WHAT.
I PASSED, DAMNIT PASS RETAIL ACCOUNTING OH MY FUCK YES I DID!!!!!!!!!!
Sadly enough, the first person I wanted to tell.. isn't here :(

My life, is like a total mad rollercoaster ride.

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