i know i'll sound like a fucking ungrateful girlfriend to you but i just fucking fell down, hurt my fucking back and you know damn well, it hurts so fucking bad when i move even just a little bit and what do you fucking care?

bukan nak tanya i, am i okay or not? all you did, first thing i said hello, was ada transfer ke belom? tmd. not the thing i really wanted to hear.

yeah, i know you're fucking hungry. abih, your two rich ahbengs tak leh tolong? what fuck god brothers is that? _l_ lah. i helped you like great fuck, those 2? give you fucking companionship only. i sakit, mana ada bawa i pergi doct? dia orang sakit, DIE DIE DO DO LEAVE ME TO DROP HIM OFF AT DOCT'S? ccb.

i am fucking angry. i'm in fucking pain bcos i shouldn't be typing all this and instead be resting after my wonderful trip downstairs, & the more i type this, the more pain i can feel bcos hell it hurts damn badly now but since you dont fucking care, why should i?

_l_
i really dont know what to say.
i try so damn hard to make everything better whilst you pay off cisco, i dont get a bloody word of thanks of even trying, I EVEN GOT A DAMN JOB FOR YOU, & what do the fucked up bengs get? ALL OF YOU and they dont even have to try.

damn right i cant wait still you get another job. damn right i want you fucking far away from that place bcos right now, i fucking hate them. i hate uncle. i hate those 2 kids. i hate you for even being with them. but what fuck do i have to stop you? nothing. i'm just your damn gf.

kalau you pentingkan dorang sgt, go to them, leave me alone. boleh pakai hp dorang tapi dorang tak tau tolong you eh? _l_ puki ma. what kind of fucking god brothers is that? oh, the kind that actually makes you fucking lie to me so you can fucking spend time with them. wow.

i'm sick and tired of hearing anything about them do you know?
go marry them for all i care. go be gay with them for all you want. i'll just be at the back seat, rotting at home sebab i'm busy trying to earn cash whilst you, busy having fun with them.

go lah go lah. teman that kid to find his gf. whatever for i dont fucking want to know. nak kena jumpa nenek? when you're alr at her house? banyak. all i did was to say oh ok and pretend i didn't even notice the number you're calling from at my caller ID.

i'm angry. no, boiling mad at you.
i feel like dropping dead. and not once, NOT ONCE, you tell me, are you ok? Oh yeah, you lapar mana ada ingat pasal i kan? _l_

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