My last entry back dated since 28th January. The previous entry was on 1st January. I should really, really at least try to maintain this blog of mine but wtheck, I'm just too god damn lazy.

So, so much has happened since 28th Jan. Looking back, it's a good thing that it all happened. Like, come on, how much longer can I actually last? Drinking & clubbing all the time.

Eddie's no longer in my life anymore. & suprisingly, I don't miss him. And as for Dirah.. well, I don't need a friend like her in my life. She did, came over to my shop to say hi the other day but yeah, altho I don't feel angry at her anymore, I just didn't want anything to do with hypocrites like her. I don't have many friends, but I rather have a few good friends then many acquantainces. Jeslin & I drifted apart.. partly cus of $$ and partly cus she's pissed I missed her bday party at Powerhouse the other day.

& there's something else. I'm in love :) again. Hopefully, with the right guy this time. Someone who'll love me for me. Someone who'll considers me before making any decision. Someone who will appreciate everything I do. & most importantly, someone who'll love Amelia the same way I do, or maybe even more.

It's only been about a month, & Farley and I have had our ups and downs. But lately, everything's been so sweet and simple and I'm happy. He's not perfect, he's not drop dead gorgeous but at least, he makes me happy. At least, he does lower his ego down and apologises when he makes me upset and at least, he looks forward to spending time with me even if I'm aslp.

I'm happy, my friends are happy for me. & I'm getting back up. So don't you dare bring me down again. Don't talk about being hurt, being lonely, being used and unrequited love. I've been to hell and back, & if you dare walk in my life ever again, I swear you'll regret it.

:)

Ok, happy me is goina back to sleep so I'll have enough rest to go out pak tor with Farley later.


P/s: Fuck you drilling people. If I can drill a 2nd asshole down your back, I honestly will.

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