I'm supposed to be doing my video and touching it up by today but boyfriend fell asleep so I retreated back to our room. I didn't really want to be outside by myself. Still pretty unsure how to deal if I bump into his brother & TJ.

Boyfriend added a random girl yesterday. A slutty, big breasted malay Singaporean bitch and I'm supposed to be okay with it. & he told me there's lots more to come. He wants to know their life stories so he said. I don't even want to know where he got their emails from.

Yes I'm very disturbed by it. Probably he did this because I started adding back my secondary school friends back to my Facebook which he deleted off last week. Am I suppose to endure this too now? Am I not allowed to add people whom I know? It's not like I'm randomly adding guys, or accept guys who randomly add me. I always tell him whenever there's someone who requested friend request.

Is it just me?
Will another girl be perfectly okay with her boyfriend randomly adding girls? Esp THAT kind of girl? With lots more to come?

Haiz. FML totally. Already emotionally down, trying to get back up, trying to be a bigger person like he wanted me to be, yet this.

If he's trying to get a point across, just tell me. TELL ME that he's not okay with me reconnecting with old friends, tell me that he's not okay with me having friends on Facebook. Just TELL ME.

Don't blame me if I'm feeling insecure and fucked up and all the negativity in this world. I didn't randomly add hot guy just to get to know their life stories.

Fuck. My. Fucking life.

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