Things right now, are better. I wished it'll be even better though. Somehow, wishing to have a nice dinner with Abang Dalley and TJ. I don't know why. Just a random thought since it's been really long since we all ate together. It was pretty awesome in the past, four of us just hanging out at home on our off days, nothing but TV and Mortal Kombat. It was all good fun. Thigns are a little different now with them right now in Bedok and us being in Yishun, and we've never really got together like we did before and it's pretty disheartening to know that things will never be the same between us. As much as I want things to be like before, it will never be that way again. Plus, it's not going to be easy since both are at war, and I'm just right here wishing they'll both realize it's just a big fat misunderstanding. Let's just hug, kiss and make up like what families do. Scratch that. (I saved this post as draft before heading back home from work, thinking I'll finish this at home. But no, all I can say now is that I'm truly disappointed, not much of betrayed, but I thought it was a promise between the two of us. I guess I was wrong.)

I hate Facebook.
I've recently cut down on my usage of it unless I have pictures to post. Or sneaky remarks to put up for people I really don't like to see. It has caused so much tension, unnecessary misunderstandings and communication breakdowns. But it is, admittedly, a very good tool to stalk people. I've stalked countless of people, discovered tons of secrets and made snide remarks about people I generally dislike. Guess, I'm not a very good person either.

This month has nothing but setbacks after setbacks, nothing but constant negativity thrown at me. I'll be strong, stand up and fight but I'm only human. In time to come, I'll just slowly fade away in the background.

edited: (9pm)
January is coming. Will you be there as my brother? Or will you be there as one of them? Just waiting for me to fall, waiting to point and laugh?

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