i am fucking applaud at your audacity to conveniently blame everything on me. my fucking fault for researching so hard (on top of my work in batamholidays, on top of my OWN work on the koreancontactlens, on top of my OWN work for the beauty products?!) for what do I even bother doing all this for?!

while i was working so damn hard until my back feels like breaking, you talk world about "investing" money to "make money" and when it's time to purchase stocks you said what?! WTF.

"$2/mth x 4 months" then we talk. knnccb, not willing to offer your fucking support then don't even give me any hopes about "investing fucking money" when all you do is BASED ON MY PAY.

MY PAY MY RISK LAH KAN. YOUR MONEY TO PAY VENDORS WHAT.

KIMAK THEN WHAT I DO WITH THE MONEY? SPEND FOR FUN LAH KAN.

NO FAITH JUST SAY NO FUCKING FAITH.

SO FUCKING PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW.

last year you tell me to save $5k (again MY OWN MONEY) so I can reopen my online shop. Every fucking month I give you my ENTIRE pay albeit very little, but still. You sold MY ENTIRE STOCK for $50 WHICH YOU KEPT. You talk about my pay being deducted FOR RENT?! FOR ALLOWANCES?! I AM YOUR FUCKING GF AND U CHARGING ME RENT FOR WHAT FUCK?! "after rent, after duit makan u, after duit baju u, your pay finish alr" WTF!!!

getting married AND STILL BEING CALCULATIVE WITH ME?!

Kimak your pay $2.3k very fucking big is it? Your house money $100k fucking big is it?!

if not willing to share with me THEN JANGAN LAH SIAL.

sial ah dulu before we got engaged, before you sold the house, you senang2 cakap, okay let's get married. when i said i don't have money (FOR OBVIOUS FUCKING REASON!) you said it's okay, house proceed more than sufficient to pay for the ENTIRE WEDDING.

halfway through the wedding process, KAU MENGAMOK YOU PAYING FOR EVERYTHING?

INSISTED ON MY PARENTS PAYING WHEN SIANG2 KAU CAKAP KAU BAYAR SEMUA?

MY FACE PUT WHERE LAH. MY PARENTS KALAU TAU THEN WONT AGREE COS THEY NO MONEY LAH EH.

Now I'm trying MY FUCKING BEST to fork up $2k before 27th April BECAUSE NO ONE KNOWS OF MY PLIGHT. No friends to turn to, no one to talk to, sial ah boleh jadi gila ah pasal duit.

The car loan cocked up my fault is it? Senang2 kau cakap aku punya pasal. Senang2 kau cakap aku yang nak bawak kau pergi sana. Eh, if everything went smoothly, would you have thank me then? No right? Sebab kau punya duit kan? So if everything goes wrong, AKU PUNYA PASAL AH?!

seriously ah if i am after your money then you've put across so much to me, i wouldn't have want to marry you lah eh. so many men out there with bigger pay and more savings. otak pakai sikit lah please.

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